Smash 365: Change

Some changes look negative on the surface but you will soon realize that space is being created in your life for something new to emerge. ~Eckhart Tolle

Change is inevitable in our lives. Think about recent changes in your life. How have they provided you with space for something new to emerge? Write for at least 10 to 15 minutes about change and see if new ideas emerge that were previously undiscovered… - Smash 365

A lot of changing coming up over the past few months and trying desperately to keep poking at them ever so slowly. Some of the changes is that I'm trying not to over pressure myself, but also pushing myself out of my comfort zone.

I've been taking swimming lessons which is something that's been in the back of my mind for awhile and I've just not had the motivation to do before.

LiveJournal's been down for the past few days, but I've been fairly active on one of my journals in a recovery community for people who like me struggle with emotion regulation. I like the fact that it's a community geared toward recovery, rather than commiseration.

My therapist is also trying to point me toward doing a Recovery Education Program at one of the local universities, though I'm not so sure about it. It could be really useful for me, though. I really want to talk to someone there about how the program works before I decide... On that front, I also have to make a lot of really tough phone calls really soon... It's one of the hard things about having an invisible disability.

I'm also trying to do these posts from Smash 365, even though they're somewhat hard topics for me to blog about.

And for August while I'm continuing with struggling with my Camp NaNoWriMo goal, I'm also going to be using this journal to do some self-awareness writing through SimplyBlissLife's blog.